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Well it looks like the grumpy mood I was in yesterday has spilled over to today. :evil: I am now being a drill sargeant..the toy room is so bad I can't do my laundry because I have to walk through it to get to the laundry room. :P Oh well guess I can't do it then. As long as I still have clean clothes I'm good!
I can't wait to get out of here..next week can't come fast enough! My husband is driving my crazy. I DEMAND A REFUND..THIS ONE'S BROKEN! WAIT...kids too..they are all defective. It's probably me who is defective :D I think I just need a real holiday. It will be nice to be back home and relax with my parents. It really sucks that my parents "get" me more than my husband does..they know when to stop..he doesn't yet. He always ends up getting slaughtered too. My parents will actually listen to me..maybe we have a different relationship than alot of people because I am an only child. Maybe not though, my best friends Sarah and Karen get me just fine too. My boy Kurt has always known what makes me tick..which explains why he can call me in the middle of nowhere and we pick up right where we left off.
I really need a break..am I repeating myself?..Yeah probably.
I really hate feeling like this..it's very bleak, sombre.... I'm really tired of religion being injected in almost every comment directed towards me and the things I like or do. I am a spiritual person, always have been. That won't change. I wanted another tattoo when I turned 30. I just realized that even though hubby said "fine" he has done alot of passive things to prevent it from happening. I hope to get something done while in Edmonton..and if I do I will post a pic.
People ask my why I haven't posted any pics of myself here..this is why: I am a pretty private person now, I don't trust alot of people. I'm nothing special to look at..just your regular 30yr old mom.
I do think one day I will post a pic or two and see what happens..how people react. If I look how you thought..I always get a kick out of that :D
Well I am going to go for a nap..with the kids. I have no patience left for the messy toys and I slept like shit last night. I will clean with them after supper.
Ciao for now
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