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I'm Back "shudder"
08.31.05 (9:51 pm)   [edit]

Well MY LOVLIES..I am back!...MISS ME?!...yeah right probably not.


I'm still working my way back into my "home"  life. It has not been easy let me tell you. My trip went well..kids were good. 15 and half hours in a van..thank GOD for the laptop! :D


There wasn't much interesting stuff that happened..but I did have tons of fun. I'm pissed at Kiki..she really ripped my shorts man! Got lots of swimming done and my kids are total daredevils :shock:


Well I just wanted to get back into writing a bit..but now I must sleep. Will start reading tomorrow...and I will tell some things that went on.


Ciao for now! :P

 
I'm ready to roll
08.15.05 (7:41 am)   [edit]

Well this is it for a couple of weeks. I'm leaving in a couple of days and have much to do. I have to pack for 3 people instead of 4 so it wont be as bad. I have all the little last minute loads of laundry to do, food to buy and house to tidy up a bit. The house will be a disaster when I come back anyways so I wont go overboard. I am super excited now and cant get my friends out of my head. I talked to my mom and dad last night and they are resting up from the last kid tornado masked as 9 and 11 yr old girls. I told them to get ready they have till Thursday morning :D.


Gotta burn some music for the trip..need some more good calming music.  Maybe Enya..


My daughter had her first sleepover last night at grandma's house..the house felt weird..missing energy even though she would have been sleeping. It was a nice change though to not wake up and wonder what has been done in the house that I have to clean up. I also got to sleep in..which rocks! My son crawled into bed with me and we slept till 10am! :D


Well I hope everyone has a good time, I know I will. See ya all in two weeks!....maybe with pics...


Ciao for now!

 
Who's weird?
08.13.05 (8:43 pm)   [edit]
You Are 20% Weird

Not enough to scare other people...
But sometimes you scare yourself.



Guess I'm not all that weird..but I am evil! HAHAHAHA!
 
Tattoo You..me please!
08.13.05 (8:28 pm)   [edit]

I just got home..chucked the kids in their beds and got on here to catch up on my reading. My sis in law got a new tattoo today! I'm so jealous! I was checking out some tattoo parlor sites yesterday and I saw lots of work I loved..I hope I find an artist that wants to work with me. I'm not into flash( stuff displayed on walls) I want something that means something. I think  I might just get my original one re-inked and see what I come up with.  I wish I could find Steve the guy who did it first. I'm not getting anymore piercings..so tattoo it is!I wish I was a better artist :D


My kids said their auntie's new tattoo was pretty..I LOVE MY LITTLE FREAKS! We drive my puritanical husband mad! :lol:


Ciao for now!

 
Feelin' Fine
08.12.05 (11:26 am)   [edit]

I would like to say yay! The bad attitude front finally broke! WHOOHOO! Ok so I like having a day or two of grumpiness but come on?..5days?..Totally stupid!


My friends don't know what to do with me when I act like this..so we are all relieved that I feel better. :D Today is Kiki's 30th B-day! We will celebrate when I get out there..it will be a week late though :(  My parents have a house full of people right now so I really can't go anyways.


I am going through the checklist of things to get done before a trip. Brakes, oli change,tires..blah blah blah. OH DAMN! I need a new jack *makes note* in case I have to change a tire. Thank God for full size spares! :) I need to borrow a dvd player from someone..or I suppose I will just have to buy one :roll: $200 less to spend while I'm out there. Unlike my husband I tend to be frugal. If I am alone I spend almost no money. I buy groceries for my parents while I am there and go out for a really good night. Well seeing as this is MY holiday I might go a little crazy. :D My daughter is soooooo excited to pack her Disney Princess suitcase her dad bought her. You know what she wants to bring? 4 swimsuits, socks and underwear. Maybe some pj's! Silly ass!


There is going to be a circus when we get there so we are planing to go on saturday afternoon. I hope my kids will sit still for it. It's one of those awesome travelling tent ones! I have not seen one of those in FOREVER!

 
Still the s.s.d.d.
08.11.05 (11:08 pm)   [edit]

Well I'm still pissy today and really have nothing good to say. Except I really can't wait to get home. Even though the drive there will be murderous! Well i'm going to bed..hopefully I will get up on the "right" side of the bed in the morning! NOT FUCKING LIKELY!..I think I need an attitude ajustment!


I want to go see the movie The Skeleton key..maybe Sunday..

 
Blah...yeah...blah
08.10.05 (11:48 am)   [edit]

Well it looks like the grumpy mood I was in yesterday has spilled over to today. :evil: I am now being a drill sargeant..the toy room is so bad I can't do my laundry because I have to walk through it to get to the laundry room. :P Oh well guess I can't do it then. As long as I still have clean clothes I'm good!


I can't wait to get out of here..next week can't come fast enough! My husband is driving my crazy. I DEMAND A REFUND..THIS ONE'S BROKEN! WAIT...kids too..they are all defective. It's probably me who is defective :D I think I just need a real holiday. It will be nice to be back home and relax with my parents. It really sucks that my parents "get" me more than my husband does..they know when to stop..he doesn't yet. He always ends up getting slaughtered too. My parents will actually listen to me..maybe we have a different relationship than alot of people because I am an only child. Maybe not though, my best friends Sarah and Karen get me just fine too. My boy Kurt has always known what makes me tick..which explains why he can call me in the middle of nowhere and we pick up right where we left off.


I really need a break..am I repeating myself?..Yeah probably.


I really hate feeling like this..it's very bleak, sombre.... I'm really tired of religion being injected in almost every comment directed towards me and the things I like or do. I am a spiritual person, always have been. That won't change. I wanted another tattoo when I turned 30. I just realized that even though hubby said "fine" he has done alot of passive things to prevent it from happening. I hope to get something done while in Edmonton..and if I do I will post a pic.


People ask my why I haven't posted any pics of myself here..this is why: I am a pretty private person now, I don't trust alot of people. I'm nothing special to look at..just your regular 30yr old mom.


I do think one day I will post a pic or two and see what happens..how people react. If I look how you thought..I always get a kick out of that :D


Well I am going to go for a nap..with the kids. I have no patience left for the messy toys  and I slept like shit last night. I will clean with them after supper.


Ciao for now

 
Need to read!
08.09.05 (10:06 am)   [edit]
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.


Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong.
 
I need a brick..dammit
08.08.05 (8:02 pm)   [edit]

Well I am one grumpy bitch today. I can't even explain it either..it's not p.m.s and I'm not knocked up..so I don't know! WTF?! I don't need any sex either cuz I got plenty last night. Today is the don't look at me wrong day or I might hit you with a brick..or my shoe. Feeling very irritable. I guee I will go read some blogs and hopefully someone wrote some funny shit for me to read.


I need a margarita :twisted:

 
Kiss me NOW!
08.07.05 (7:52 pm)   [edit]
OK so I'm feeling lazy tonight. Spent the day at our friends house in their pool. They have 6 kids, 3 of each. My kids love to go there because there is always someone to play with! No burn..but I have brown boobies! :P Anyways I stole this from almsthvn yeah I'm a thief..so what? :D










Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Passionate Kisser


For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Have a great night all!
 
What I LIKE!
08.06.05 (9:38 am)   [edit]

This was a good one..I took a little thinking to get it all and some consulting of my itunes playlist too :P


Fill it in and pass it on!! =)
A = Avril Lavigne
B = Blink 182, Beck
C = Coyote Shivers
D = Doors, Distillers
E = Eve, Elastica
F = Feist, Frenzal Rhomb
G = Green Day, Good Charlotte
H = Hole, HIM
I = Incubus, Iggy Pop
J = Jet, Jamiroquai
K = Killers, K-os
L = Linkin Park, Len
M = Madonna, Missy Eliiot
N = Nelly Furtado, Nelly
O = Outkast
P = Pink, Powderfinger
Q = Queen
R = RHCP, Rancid
S = Sublime, Sean Paul
T = The Transplants, Tiger Army
U = U2, UB40
V = Veruca Salt
W = Wyclef Jean, Weezer
X = X-ibit
Y = Yellowcard
Z = Zhane

 
HOMER/BART
08.04.05 (10:28 pm)   [edit]

OMG!..I could have killed my kids today..or at least gone Homer Simpson on them!(me Homer/kids Bart) I sent them out to play today cuz it was windy(so skeeters) and not too hot. They were in and out  and in and out a few times. They wanted freezies..ok I get them a couple each. YELLING ensues from in the porch. My son is freaking out cuz his sister poured all the juice onto his sleeve. Well OMG! I tell him dude don't worry mommy will wash it. He calmed down and went back out to play. A few minutes later I hear some goofy giggling. I  look outside and my 4yr old daughter has climbed up on the TOP of my van. HOLY SHIT! "GET DOWN NOW"  She scrambles off and I tell her she is NOT to do that again. Damn!


So I get some laundry going and yak on the phone and start the dishwasher. Then I hear it....a bloodcurdling scream! I run out to the porch and see them BOTH ON TOP OF THE VAN! OMG! I was so freakin mad I could spit! I went out there and told her to get down and reached up to get my son. If my mom would have been  here instead of me..he might still be up there. She is too short! He was so scared I hope he won't do it again. My daughter loves to climb and my son does everything she does. She knows how to get down..he's too little. I really wanted to strangle her :D I really missed out on tons being an only child! I would have loved this torture..but as a mommy it's not going over to well let me tell ya! :x


Ok..mooooving on...had a sushi party last night. It was really good. I made tempura while my husband and sis in law rolled the maki. I wasn't able to get any flash frozen fish so no nigiri :( It was ok though cuz the food was really good. I gotta get the better quality rice though..this last stuff was very gooey. Hard to work with. Maki is so easy to make and it makes a nice evening snack too. I make the rice with supper so it has time to cool. I'm going to try to get some tuna or salmon for next time so I can make bakudan. Maybe some prawns too... Way cheaper to make it at home. Now I'm hungry...dammit!


Well I better go to bed before I raid the fridge..ciao for now!