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DAMMIT!..ever notice that when you start to feel good about yourself and you're happy again...someone feels they need to try to bring you down?...
WELL NEWS FLASH FUCKERS!!!!!! WON'T WORK ANYMORE...
I am woman hear me ROAR! I'm no ones emotional punching bag anymore! I will not let myself fall prey to feelings of desperation! NO FUCKIN DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE HERE! If I want it I will have it! I steer my own damn ship.
I remember now why I hate the end of the holiday season...people are pissy and can't keep their mouths shut! It's almost worse than the pre-holiday shopping insanity! The stress ppl are feeling now cuz they spent too much and the whole "argue with family shit" is so stupid and self-caused. I have no sympathy for those who pull that shit!
I mean really it's pretty fuckin simple don't you think?..If you can't afford it don't buy it! Give from your heart...it doesn't have to be from your bank account...and if it does need to be from your bank account..I would re-evaluate the reasons why...I'm really fuckin tired of people whinin and moanin about this shit! YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF...NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP!
As I mentioned before, the holidays are a busy family time for me..birthdays and anniversaries galore! I love to see the faces of my family when they get their gifts...and trust me I MADE SOME OF THEM BY HAND! The commercialism we deal with now is ridiculous! Maybe because my birthday is the day after Christmas I have a different outlook..but I don't think so! We still feel the pressure to buy the best,most biggest,smallest..and it's really sad thet we letourselves be controlled that way! I was shopping for food last night and I was shocked to see "valentines day" shit out already! Ever feel like we are getting more and more rushed?..Who is doin' the rushing? Why do we let them do it...lol...umm no control over ourselves...I fall for it everytime(I'm trying to stop) I really want to be a good example to my kids...there is nothing good about buying things you can't afford and scrambling to pay your bills!
OK SO THAT WAS MY LITTLE RANT FOR THE DAY! I feel a little better...now I'm going to bed before I think of something else that rips my shorts!
NIGHT ALL!
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