I figured I would come and see what's going on over here..

Today was a weird day..I was doing the dishes looking out the kitchen window. It looked like my yard was the top of a cake and someone was dusting it with pewdered sugar. It was beautiful! It won't be so nice tomorrow when my kids get in there and have a good old time.

Well after all that I decided to make a cake..which I always do when my husband is gone and me and the kids eat it all before he gets back..LOL! I tell him thats what happens when you go away..:)

Ahhh..blogging is a real pain lately..I'm not sure if its because the site is all different..I have been here for two years. I was kinda used to things..but CHANGE IS GOOD! Anyways I don't really have much time to do this all that much. I suppose I won't quit completely..but I won't be around much anymore.

Thats the way the mop flops....

Later kids!

A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks past and looks up and says to the monkey "hey! what are you
doing?The monkey says "smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the  monkey and they smoke a
few  doobies. After a while the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and he is going to get a drink from the river. The lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A Crocodile sees this and
swims over to the lizard and helps him to the side,then asks the lizard, "what's the matter with you?" The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the monkey in the tree, got too stoned then fell into the river. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the jungle, finds the tree where the monkey is sitting finishing a joint, and he looks up and says "hey you!" The Monkey looks down and says "fuuuuuuck,  dude.......how much water did you drink?!"

I have been gone forever..so it feels and kids I have been one sick girl!

I have been zipping around the house with my house-coat cape! I have gone through a million boxes of freaking kleenex, a gajillion bottles of hand sanitizer and endless amount of painkillers.

Yeah so I have been having FUUUUUNNNN!  I pulled a muscle in my back, went to the hospital..lame ass doctor who crawled out of a hole told me to take ibuprofen. IDIOT! Meanwhiles my husband was gone and I had to take care of me and two sick(very) kids. I am still playing catch up. I could sleep all damn day! At least I discovered a new game to play and pass time. GoPets. We love it! My name there is BajaRosa.

I am feeling very PMS'Y and it's driving me crazy. Kids are whiny and so am I! Hopefully I will be able to post more often. I kinda miss a few of you guys..you know who you are! I find that I get bored really easily again...

Ever have one of those days where nothing you do goes right? I could talk all damn day and no one will hear me! I need a break, AGAIN! A holiday, a cook! I have been cleaning like a lunatic lately so I just need someone to cook for me for the next few days. THATS IT!..

Damn its going to be another interesting weekend. Hubby has to go help shingle our friends house. It's a HUGE friggen house..freakin 4000 square feet. I'm just glad I don't have to clean that one. She has 7 kids and another on the way...TOO MUCH FOR ME!..Although her kids are awesome and she is the best mom ever I could still not do that! I applaud her!

I'm tired just thinking about it!

Gotta feed the creatures..later.......

It is for sure one of those days where I should have stayed in bed and gotten a sitter to watch my kids. They have seen too much of me lately and not enough of their dad. He worked like a lunatic last weekend and this is the aftermath. WHINING!

It's quickly getting to the point they NEED to go play outside! I have to clean up the music in this thing. They want to dance to every song I put on..so needless to say it TAKES FOR FREAKIN EVER!

Ok I am going to plant them both in the snowbank..catch ya all later!

I watched the awards last night.  I was so caught up in those shows when I was 15!  I was jealous and full of envy.

I feel so differently about all that now.  I love to see someone win who didn't expect it.  I love to see them so excited and flustered.  It warms my heart.  To live your life in the spotlight all the time must be so tiresome.  They live the same lives many people in our own neighborhoods do.  With less money of course.  I see that money makes them SOOOOOO much happier too.  Don't you? I was a model for several years and I quit because I was tired of being treated like a piece of meat. I can't imagine having my ENTIRE life on display. I still had some annonimity. I hope I learn enough to be helpful to my kids as they grow and see some of this stuff for what it is.

I am tired of judgement in my life. Not only coming to me, but how I judge others. What a crappy thing to do! I have no right. Sure I can have my opinions....just because the microscope is on does not mean I have to look and judge. I am a wife, mom, daughter, friend, aunt, sis-in-law...just like lots of other women out there.

I love it when my brain works well and I get enough sleep!  

OH YEAH!..YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!

She is the best teacher ever..if you wanna do IT too..just read her blog or ask her questions.

I DID IT!...

ok nuff said...lol

Ok onto other things..I'm in a pissy mood. I'm tired and all that shite. My husband worked WICKED overtime this weekend and he is tired. What he forgets is while he was at work I was holding down the fort alone. I'M FUCKING TIRED TOO! I went up to my room to watch a movie and when I came back down I heard the kids outside. he is taking them to his parents so THE can watch them while he sleep on their fucking couch. HOLY FUCK! I love how they never even offered to take the kids for a few hours this weekend for me. Yes I only have two kids and his mom had 13. Her choice..but I get shafted for it. Times like these make me wish we were back home in Alberta so MY parents could help me out...or at least I would have some friends that aren't having a gazillion kids right now. WE COULD ACTUALLY GO OUT IN ONE..YES ONE vehicle..not a fucking caravan of three fucking vans full of kids dammit! Ahhh..yeah I'm whiny today. I have sleeping pills now. I have insomnia. I stopped smoking the ganja too. I have a serious desire to his my husband with a 10lb bag of potatoes! Eating chocolate..feeling better...bye

Now that the new year is here I have to start getting to work on the planning of the family reunion.

I sent out a mass email this morning. I heard back already, from two cousins. That's what I get on my dads side of the family. PROMPT RESPONSE.

We are trying to get the USA side of the family to come check out Canada. They are scared it's going to be cold..If they only knew how hot it gets here in the summer. Perfect weather..lol. I can't wait to see everyone now that my Grandmother died. I really want to keep the family remembering each other and trying to keep contact.

I was sitting here today with two of my sisters in law and two friends..and my kids too. It was such a nice afternoon..we sat around and had tea and some brownies. YUM!

es. I taught them how to crochet..LMAO! It was awesome..being around them lets me see what I missed growing with no siblings. I finally get why my husband wants more than a couple of kids..I think we need a couple more..NOT RIGHT NOW!..but in the near future I think. After we move and get the next house set up.

Ok pardon me I'm feeling all maternal and shit..too many babies around..my damn ovaries are crying! :evil:

Must sleep..going shopping with the girls tomorrow. Going to buy my niece an outfit or two..that should help my ovaries. Darn cute baby at 4months old!

'Night!

 Happy New Year!

Today is my daughters 5th birthday. She was so excited when she went to bed last night..early..lol. So my party could start. It didn't work though. My son picked last night to not be settled and to be an all around freak-a-saurus. It took awhile to get him sleeping soundly.

I rang in the new year doing something I hope to do often :wink:

We have a family thingy going on today. We also got a new table for the toy room for crafts and PLAY-DOH! LMAO! I have a feeling tonight while dad is at hockey me and the kids will be making masterpieces on the table. LOL.

What did you do to ring in the new year?..any resolutions?..I don't make them anymore..haven't for years. I don't need to..cuz I'M PERFECT DAMMIT! :lol:

Last year I rang it in the same way as this year...but this year was better....

I have no time..no time to sleep, no time to pee..NO TIME! I hate not having any time!

I took my kids to a birthday party today..whoohoo..I had no time to do that..but I went anyways. I swear I lost some real time in the laundry room. I hear the damn buzzer right now..MORE LAUNDRY!

NO DAMN TIME!..lol!

Well I will be leaving Friday morn..I hope I am all done by then.

Will catch you guys next week..probably thursday. I will be OLDER when I come back...LMAO!

Happy Holidays kids! Be good! :P

When it rains it pours!

I'm so easily annoyed lately..but really I was thinking it can't be all me..right? Ok so the headlight on my van has been busted right out. The passenger door won't open from the outside..WTF?! Ok the ripper is that aforementioned vehicle is transportation to Alberta for Christmas!

I think I might drive all the way myself so I don't have to deal with that damn door :evil: I am sitting here wondering how much stupid shit has to happen til I get a damn break again?

I suppose we have to get that all fixed up...lol! Shit!

Ok here is something gross..hockey equipment! How can you guys stand yourselves? Well that is if you forget to air that shit out. YACKY! I felt bad that my husbands hockey equipment was nasty so I washed it. I Febreezed the inside of the bacteria laden bag. Blech! I had to wash my hands twice!! Yes, you can wash sports equipment. I would NOT recommend doing it in a top loader though. That would beat it up alot. Probably trash it. I LOVE MY FRONT LOADER!

Oh and I'm a nice wife I found someone to re-palm hubby's gloves. $20!! Those damn gloves were expensive..so I'm glad to not have to replace them right now.

I'm not looking forward to when hubby comes back from Norway after having played hockey all week...and maybe not having enough time between games to air it out...Aww I feel yacky already! LOL!

I would make him wash it but 1. thats MY machine 2. he'd trash his stuff and HAVE to buy NEW stuff!

Maybe I should hire myself out to wash the equipment for the team?..With gloves for me of course! :shock:

There is a farmer who lives not too far from my house. He has Red Angus cows. He also has a red llama. Apparently llamas are great guard animals. Yeah he was so wanting to kick my ass because I drove by too slowly..looking at his cows! LMAO! Damn those things make me laugh. The family had one for awhile (for our cows) ..I think his name was Trevor. LOL!

I might get one, one day. I will name him Trevor..that's a good llama name. :D

I am BORED!

I'm waiting for The Crow to start. I love this movie. I won't be bored for long now. LOL! Brandon Lee had the most gorgeous perfect body to me. It was odd how it took me years to see him like that. This was the first movie that made me feel...anything in a long time. I was really quite caught up in the emotion of the movie. That was a time in my life where emotion was always running high with me. I was neck deep in the modelling thing. Too much money, too many friends. Too much everything.

The Villains in this movie are so much the guys we want to hate! Through and through. Eric Draven(Brandon Lee) is the epitome of the perfect mate. That being said Shelley his wife in the movie is also the perfect mate. Well to my tastes anyways.

Ok the part I like best is the first fight. When Eric attacks Tin-tin. The look on his face and the way he moves his head after Tin-tin punches him is PHENOMENAL! After some ass kicking.. Eric wraps up the fight by saying "victims, aren't we all?" and stabs Tin-tin. It's classic and I love it!

This movie appeals to me on so many levels!..is that messed up or not? I have not had the will to watch the sequels. Maybe one day I will. I'm thinking about it. Brandon was the best..I don't see how anyone else could do a better job.

Like all the dudes that have played Batman. I can't think which I liked better. Proly Val Kilmer..he has nice teeth.

OMG!..

Ok to all those who read my nonsense here you know I have been looking for my cousin. She lives in Germany.

She called ME today! I AM SO FRIGGIN HAPPY I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS POSSIBLE! :D

She is doing well and has built a gorgeous new house. Thank GOD for email! She is a fashion designer and is working on her new collection. It should be out in 2007. Tons of work involved. I'm so proud of her!

This came at the best time too..I was feeling all irritated with the holidays coming and trying to fit everyone in to see us. MAJOR STRESS! Now if only I could SNEAK home and only visit with my parents that would be great!

The only person who ever makes an effort to see me or to communicate is my Sarah. I have to call or email everyone else. So guess what? FUCK EM! I'm done with that bullshit. Life is too damn short to worry if they care what I am up to or not. I think I might even get rid of my long distance plan. That would be a great excuse to not call anymore LMAO! I don't need an excuse though. If you are really my friend you know I don't care for this kind of crap anyways..so why push it?..

OK now I'm done my little rant..I'm in a mood today I guess. :evil:

Now I'm going to look for a new video...so stay tuned :P

Why does my daughter think it's time to wear tank tops and skirts? It's cold out there! :D

I knew I shouldn't have posted that last night! CRAP!...lol..Now I have snow..not too much..just perfect now. Can't see the lawn through it anymore. Only problem is I heard this pinging sound against the windows..yeah freezing rain! BLOODY LOVELY!

Didn't matter though I still sent my kids out there to play. They played out there for a good hour and came back covered in ice and red cheeked. They were thrilled! They are so my kids! Couldn't keep me in in the winter. I had three snowsuits a year till I was 11. Hand me downs. Then I got too tall and my cousins got my stuff after I was done with it. HAHA!..That really pissed them off, seeing as they were older than me. Still damn short..all of em to this day! LMAO!

I want a croissant. Haven't had one in ages. Hmmm..well if the roads aren't shit in the morning I will go get some. I bet they will be shit. Oh well.

Oh well I bet I will regret this later but damn..where the hell is my snow?! I feel all left out. No storms here, just blowing snow.  Although I get a bit paranoid about my husband driving with all the IDIOTS out there. I call him as soon as I wake up...lol!

I watched all my shows tonight. C.S.I was creepy! I knew something was up as soon as they started talking to the mom.  E.r was good too. It was one those relaxing quiet evenings..kids were sleeping and hubby was at work..ahhhhh.

I'm actually tired early tonight so I think I'm going to go to bed. It's supposed to be really warm tomorrow. Will send the kids out and maybe we will start our fort we make every year. The snow has to be just right...lol!

Ciao kids

Well I didn't get to the lab today like I wanted to..I woke up to no van and a VERY trashed living room! Hopefully I'll get there on Friday morning. :P

I had one of those days that would be really funny if it isn't you.. :evil:

OK you all know I like my movies right?..Well Friday the town store..yes we only have one...lol..it's having a "festive season event" HOLY SHIT!  How fucking lame is that?..this P/C shite is really pissing me off! The town I live in is pretty much a Christian town! Yeah I make people cringe...lol! It's good for their salvation...don't worry about mine. My husband does enough for the both of us! LMAO!..OK I digress..shit I have been doing a lot of that lately. The "event" will include cheap movies. Previously viewed of course, but for 50 cents I think I can handle that. So tomorrow I'm going to go talk to my buddy who works there. She never charges me late fees so I make sure I return movies only when she is working. I want to see if she can give me some titles of what they are getting rid of. See if its worth the time to fight my way through the teeny tiny parking lot and get into the teeny tiny store. At least at this store the majority of people already know me..they won't try to piss me off...lol! Not like the damn mall..grrr :twisted:

I want to eat some chocolate cover mushrooms and watch Natural Born Killers. My friend Dion makes the best ones. Wonder where he is now?

I want some Christmas oranges..or should I say festive season oranges...bloody hell is that stupid! I can't eat regular oranges so I really like this time of year. Stock up on those things.

Once again I should be sleeping..OK OK..I'm going..

Ciao for now!

Watched Kill Bill2...good shit! I got a damn tear in my eye too...DAAAAMN!...LMAO!

I think my house has become the drop in center for all the kids around here. Guess it's a good place to be or something. They like to watch movies here. Totally fine by me..especially if they bring their own damn food!

Well if when wake up in the morning and if have a van I'm going to get the blood test done..the sooner the better.

If Jim Carrey wasn't in Lemony Snickets it would have been a better movie..it sucked cuz I always wanted to laugh..but it was not meant to be funny. The books are dark and stuff..he is a tool! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF HIM!

Well I just got back from the doctors.  She laughed when I told her I was defective and needed a new body. She is really cool and quite thorough. Now I have to fast to have the whole blood work thing done. I told her I didn't even want to talk to my last doctor....she would make us wait too long on a regular basis and brushed off problems that didn't need surgery.

I warned her I don't put up with bullshit and that I was going to be writing a formal letter of complaint about my last doctor. She asked me why? I told her that I am probably one of the most informed patients who does not have a terminal condition that she will ever come across. I knew more about all my problems than my doctor did! Is that a good thing? I never went to med school..but damn am I kicking myself now! I should have! Gotta love the net!

She was personable and knowledgeable too..good mix. If all goes well I think I will make her my family doctor. We'll see how good she is with kids...lol

I'm still feeling antisocial and pissy..so I'm going to try to get to bed earlier tonight..yeah right!

I'm still sick and none too happy about it.  It's just being sick enough to be blah that makes me mad! I am going to the doctors tomorrow. She is going to freak cuz I really am broken...lol!

My mom is super sweet! She wants to buy us (my family) a portable dvd player. Not for Christmas though..for our trip out to Alberta. I had borrowed a laptop last time but it was getting pretty trashed and seeing as it's not mine I didn't want to do that again. Now I'm price comparison shopping..I think I will go in person to Best Buy and Future Shop..they have the one I want. She said to me get the biggest one you can find. I told her c'mon mom its for a trip..it doesn't have to be huge. She said I might be retired now, but I have some money and I want to spend it on you. WHO AM I TO COMPLAIN?...LOL! She is AWESOME!

I swear my fish is trying to communicate with me! What a freaky little thing! Chris is his name. He is named after my husbands cousins husband...did you get that?...LOL! It was the center piece at their wedding last year. The pet shop was sure all the fish would be dead by now...lol! I think I forgot to feed him for a few days..bet he wished he could bark at me or something.

I got all my shopping done except for my husband. I think I'm going to get him a hockey jersey. He trashed his white one yesterday. He doesn't have a favorite team so I think I will get him a Team Canada one. Whatever, I know he will wear it..he is so thankful for any gifts he gets.

Well I'm going to try to get some sleep...I might ask the doc for some sleeping pills. I just really hate taking medicine..yeah yeah I know. I smoke marijuana..so what? I haven't had any for awhile now..maybe I can get her to prescribe that! THAT WOULD BE SWEET!..But since I don't have a terminal illness I guess not..DAMN! :evil:

Sorry if I don't make any sense..I really need to sleep!

Ciao kids!

I want to barf my guts out...nice huh?

..well for your enjoyment I added one of mine and my kids favorite video by Bif Naked. I wanted Let Down..but I couln't find it :evil:

I'm going to grab some Gravol...again..and try to sleep..DAMN!..10 to 3am..and I'm still fucking awake..it's going to be hellacious tomorrow..well today! FUCK!..

Watched Kill Bill and now I want a Katana..feeling a little violent :twisted:

later...

Fuck a duck im outta luck..it's going to be one of those holiday seasons..grrr..its already pretty shitty. I'm listening to Bif Naked today cuz she rocks...so I'm doing something I haven't done in a LOOOONG time..I'm going to post some lyrics..this song is great..well I think so anyways..ya'll should give it a listen! I SAID SO!

"Let Down"

Ain't had a job in about a year.
Living down in my parents basement.
I wish that I could get outta here!
Sometimes I think I need a vacation!

Can't get my mother off my back.
She don't have far to go to drive me crazy.
Someday the bitch is gonna make me crack!
Might be the last time she calls me lazy!

[Chorus]
I'm a let down!
Pardon me! If I'm a let down
To my family!
I'm a let down!
1-2-3 I'm a let down!
Are you like me?

And now my sister's got a fancy car.
I got a piece of shit from 1980.
But, at least, I got my two guitars
And a one-way ticket to nowhere baby!

[Chorus]

Oh! No! No! Now, I've got a dream.
They don't understand, It won't be long.
I'm not what I seem.
See I've got a plan..
THATS RIGHT!

[Chorus]

Sometime, they act like I don't exist.
Or else they treat me like I'm still eleven.
Heaven knows I can't take more of this.
I never thought I'd be 27..
And a let down!

[Chorus]
 GOOD SHIT!..later ya'll..I'm gonna go soak in the tub!! :evil:

Why does falling up the stairs hurt so damn much?!...holy hell! OW!

My shins look like I play rugby or something....DAAAAAMN!

Maybe it's all the Gravol I have been taking?